I wanna:)

I wanna live like this forever. With you in my arms forever. I wanna go see places I did not see before, but only with you. I wanna travel, just us two, alone, far far away, forevermore. I wanna see you daily, every second, every moment, your smiling eyes and laughter, I wanna live like this foreverafter. I wanna move in dreamland and stay there forever, I wanna make this our neverland, so we could be together, forever starting now, forever starting yesterday, forever is a relative time. Let's make it always. Always here in your embrace:) Always love, cause you are the very best:) I can't write, I can't eat, I can't think, I can't sleep...counting the hours remaining until I meet you again. Always and forever, this feeling won't go away.:) 

Love at first bite

The first time I layed eyes on you I knew. 

I fell in love with you.

Gratitude.

It seems rather normal for nowadays to feel so much envy, hatred and jealousy. It is really interesting to observe people's reactions and feelings when they see you live your life just as it is meant to be lived. Some do not understand the happiness in living life. Some do not care if they hurt others through their actions or reactions. Some pretend a lot. Some think they are the puppet masters of a play directed and written by them. Some are very wrong. Some people dance in their own misery and dirt and feel accomplished by spreading this filth around them towards other beings. Some come to you with good intentions, so they can later express their envy in rather, perfidious ways.

The human treachery is a relative concept. Some think you betray them, while you really do not have any connection of some kind with them, hence, there is no betrayal. Some people don't see across their own fate, so they think everything you do is related to them. Some people don't argue, but they chitchat and gossip a lot. Some people express their feeling in writing, because they do not have the guts to show their true intentions- rather malicious ones- in order to not lose the people they manage to ass kiss for a long period of time.

The individual as it is, represents a great creation of a higher being. But this does not mean, humans must show their obsessions, hatred, or self pity to others around them. What you do in life, reflects always, in a mirror, on the ones near you, and even in your own existence. If you fuck up, and don't acknowledge it, and don't try to solve your personal issues and complaints, you will never, but ever influence and persuade the ones around you. There are lots of questions regarding this matter.

Why people hate so much? Why do they feel jealous when they don't have to? Why people are sarcastic, evil, pretentious and why do they feel everything is about them? Why do they take everything so bloody personal? Why is there so much envy and deception out there? I honestly don't care. It does not affect me personally, or the ones I love and cherish. But still, it annoys the hell out of me, to see petty little persons trying to get under someone's skin, by playing perverted little games, by talking much more than they have too, by lying and cheating their way on a job, or in someone's heart.

Posers are everywhere- that is a fact. But at least they have the good will to not mess with anyone's life. But some of them, which I cannot call posers, nor wannabes, just petty little humans, self involved and egotistical,  some of them, are really cruel, don't give a fuck, well..actually give a fuck..if they think they are the main character in a situation. People like this mess up regular happy humans. Mess up their lives, their minds, their behavior. 

I am happy with who I am, what I have reached so far, who I've helped until now, happy with who I've influenced and changed for the better, happy with my results, my family, my friends, my personal life. I am so happy that these problems discussed in the lines above, aren't yet affecting me. But I do feel compassion, mercy, and regret, for the ones that cannot open their eyes to the future, for the ones that live in the past, and refuse to get over it, to learn more, do more, be better people. Oh poor you! You have not yet discovered the meaning of life, nor love! For hell's sake, do it for the ones dear to you if not for you- stop being an absolute moron and live your own existence.

Reading a book, doesn't make you an intellectual, knowing art, doesn't make you an artist , having a steady job, doesn't make you a worker, playing an instrument doesn't make you a musician, having a pet doesn't make you an animal lover, talking about general notions and using metaphoric phrases does not make you a philosopher, but hating people, envying them, being constantly jealous of them, makes you a small person, under our feet, a person in need to be crushed or elevated- depending on their hearts and spirits. Is there anything left to save inside of you?